First Day of School

Back from the first day of school!
And not exactly feeling well.

Bible, English, History, Math, Study Hall, Marine Science and ???
(??? - Music class got cancelled since only 2 people, including me, were interested. So I still have to decide which one I'm taking.)

The day started out just fine. Weirdly fine.
Many exchange students have come! Including Germans, Puerto Ricans, and Chinese! So, yep. We have a ton of kids crammed into one tiny room for each period.

But I wish people could get the notion to leave me alone sometimes, my friends separated at their own tables. And the cliques that they were hanging out with invited me to come over.
I have already taken my spot last year, which was quite peaceful. All by myself.
But the other people saw that I was alone and they started to overreact. But I was already done with all the trouble I went through last year just to boost them up. That lead to me shaking "no" in front of the class.

And I'm pretty sure that I wasn't into the topics that usually suggest. I'm practically a mood killer, by scrutinizing myself.
If I didn't know what they were talking about, or didn't want to participate, I resort to silence and start drawing. Drawing is the only thing that could keep me from losing my sanity.
And they might encourage me to break out of my shell. For what???

By the time the day ended, I was already having a slight headache. And when I got home, I couldn't help but think about how much stress there was in already trying to fit in into their society.
And I had a mental breakdown.